And In the End, It's Never Enough

Trying to solve troubles blind, dizzy, and hurting

Trying to find the way down a narrow, winding way

In darkness, unbalanced

Feeling the fall that waits

Waits

Waits

For one misstep

What's the point, except something to crash down onto

Some jagged thing

Made of up indifference

Greed

Selfishness

Petulance

Worthless dreams

Stupid things

Meaningless

And I the fool for having believed.

Never again.

I'm done trying.

Go away, stupid dreams

Go away and pester someone else

Who can give you what you want

What you deserve

Quit trying to shape me into your realization.

I've given over everything of myself

My health

My heart

My mind

Everything

And still you clamor for more

Never seeing that you have taken what little of the best there is

Used it all up

And hate what's left.