I'm feeling melancholy today. hardly new. I am feeling as though I have lost myself, or given myself away bit by bit until there's not enough left of me for me. I feel bent and broken and wrong. I'm cold outside and in.
The world is still beautiful, and I cannot bear it. I have things to do and I am doing none of them.
Music, instead. Song after song, helping me tick away the hours until tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, on and on...
Last week was death and anger and hurt and struggle and loss and hunger and cold. This week looks like much the same. How dare the sky be blue?
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