Thoughtfetti

Someone asked me how I was doing, yesterday.

I answered "Up and down - I feel like a yo-yo".

That about sums it up.
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It's not that I don't like the holidays - I just don't like what they bring out in people. Impatience, anxiety, anger, resentment, distress...what the heck happened to peace on earth and loving your neighbor and all that crap??
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Got the cards done. Finally. Three weeks later than usual. I am movin' slow, right now, dragging in body, mind, and spirit. Put entirely the wrong name on one (sorry, Mister Hermit, sir...it in no way signifies a lack of respect for you on my part, truly). May have put the wrong address on another. Oops. Guess I'll find out...
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I don't sleep for shit right now. I wish I could sleep suspended in a vat of water or something...I bet that'd feel nice.
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Going to a birthday party today...bunch of little kids hopped up on cake. If that doesn't put a danged smile on my face, then we'll know I really do have a cold, hard stone where my heart;s supposed to be.
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What're you doing this weekend?