I'm not afraid of the black dog.
Harbinger.
Death Omen.
I'm not afraid of the black dog.
Shadow beast.
Fell beast.
I'm not afraid of the black dog.
There's no ghost dog scares me,
No.
I'm not afraid of the black dog.
It's the humans, the real, the living,
put the fear into me.
I'm not afraid of the black dog.
I have been told, at various times, that discussing or blogging about dreams is...boring.
Ah, well, I have never made claims or pretensions to being non-boring.
My nighttime sleep has been restless, often shallow, and rather unsatisfying. This lack of sleepage has me napping more than usual in the afternoon. Yes, I am spoiled. These afternoon naps are long and I tend to sleep hard, once I sleep.
In sleeping, I chance to dream.
Lately, the dreams have been vivid, disjointed, and especially peculiar. I know dreams are usually odd, but these have sent the weird-shit-o-meter into the red zone.
For one thing, they're recurring. I have dreams that have followed me since childhood, but they don't usually happen night (or nap) after night (or nap) like these do.
I've been dreaming of flight, and of dragons, of flying with dragons. One dream takes place in an abandoned world, once crowded with life but now frozen and empty. I am myself, utterly, imperfectly human. Flying low to the ground, dragons high above, snow covering the landscape, I swoop beneath drooping tree branches, scoop up the snow and let it trickle through my fingers, never melting, just a fine white powder swirling in the wind of my passage. I skim over a lake, dip my fingers into the water, watch droplets fall from my fingertips and glint in bright grey light as they tumble back down.
The dragons are white, and they glitter as they circle above me, silent and watchful. Guards? guardians? I'm not sure, and in the dream I don't care.
It's a chill, clear, quiet dream.
Then there's the other dream.
Flying again, this time between two enormous creatures. One is a hot, burnished bronze color, the other the crazed, cracked, black and crimson of a lava field. They dwarf me, and I'm no small thing. I am a dragon, too, color unknown to me. The sky in which we fly is burning but it has always been so, always will be so. What a world we live in, breathing air that tastes of metal and scorched things, ash and embers, dry and dry and dry. Even the oceans are thick and bubbling spans of red heat. What we know of water, pure, clean water, is only legend. Life is usually short, sharp, fierce. We exult in our strength, our wings sweeping through the blazing sky; we own the wind.
This is a hot, thirsty, roaring dream.
Several nights/days I've watched these scenes unfold and fade into waking. Not being one for interpreting such things, I simply view them like movies and wonder what the point is and whether something will change, if I'll move on to other scenes, other stories, or keep replaying these until whatever my mind is trying to tell me becomes clear.
